The name of my daughter
a miracle birth out east
She rose
She’s my morning light
at the end of the night
She is rising
another day, a new celebration
She fuels my lust for life, it’s time for vacation
I live for Her now & forever
as a spark
now, crawling up my spine
She knows no barriers
imprisoned by her beauty
driven mad, by her eyes
I see
She’s the wild one
a rare and dark crusader
She rides the night
in a room of my own, the last frontier, known
I am running
I made it mum
on top of the world, but a bum
in the middle of the slum
I am stumbling
like a knight, noble but white
I ride like a rebel
I create my own light
I draw my sword
It’s time to fight
running through a field on fire
She cried out into the wilderness
a gracious soul, her life we must bless
the seeds of freedom, scattered among her ashes
She now blows with the wind
a life in flashes
an eternal quest
She now lays to rest
She was the one
the very best
the Moon embraced the Sun
jacked heartbeats, united, I tremble
It came & it went
a moment well spent
without it, my spirit, still hollow
My pride in free fall
in my eyes, She stood tall
Her boots made of leather in fishnets
Her mouth my command
Her mercy, my hand
I must have Her
The price I must pay
Her orders obey
no tomorrow
She whips me with greed
a dark, hidden need
My soul is now freed
and I’m guilty
a gracious sight of rare, so precious
the night meets the day at Dawn
it’s Venus & Mars
melting like candy bars
in the middle of the sea
lightning strike a cloud in me
and I’m speechless
a gang of butterflies danced across the bay
their reflections, like fresh Limes, in the ripples
in the Turquoise blue Sea
a mirror world
the place to be
while She is rising
into the wild, I now walk
deep green, I can’t talk
it’s so silent
She whispers, I see
an ancient crooked tree
full of Olives
caught behind many cages
She weeps
a song so sombre & lifeless
so colourful & fair
shinning wild eyes, saying “do I dare”
She’s the lovebird and it’s for her I care
She’s hungry for freedom
in silence She screams
She’s the woman of my wildest dreams
She’s keeper of the message
I’m so desperate to know
I must set her free, it’s time to go
the heat waves of Spring
in the park, birds, the Dawn Chorus sing
I walked down my road
a Pink Cherry tree, I’m owed
Her flowers in blossom
above me
that time of the year
no worries, no fear
I’m ecstatic
She turned into the night
as the lights outlined the city
I sat there seeing, no stars, what a pitty
a pulsating, vibration, trembling
She took a deep breath
Dusk is upon us
it’s the days death
down in the gutter alike
trapped in troubled waters
the middle of life’s hike
I'm drinking and I drank
another twisted night
got in bed with a skank
into the bottle I dive
drowning in beer
a joyful death, I thrive
scattered among empty beer cans, I’m sleeping
on the road of broken dreams
down the side, I’m creeping
I stink like a skunk
a rotten stench
I’m drunk
swimming against the stream
a solitare quest
in the middle of life’s dream
my head above water
filled with pain, I scream
an inner peace
a marvelous taste
drowning in smelly cheese
a journey so vivid and mad
one of life’s mysteries
makes the day seem bad
in the depths of my mind
the key is buried
a hard one to find
it’s the key to my chest
a heart made of gold
yes, it’s the best
I can still hear her voice
a gentle vibration, passing
there was never a choice
etched in my mind
She sings the tune
a one off it’s kind
a real treat to hear
like the birds, dawn chorus
She strips me of fear
like the wind, her song travels
inside a wave, she unravels
while I’m lost
into a ditch I slide
blazing cold
inside a white mountain, I hide
under a duvet of snow, I sleep
a bear in hibernation
up to my knees, 6 feet deep
snowflakes falling
shining white crystals
the woods, calling
a frozen tale
can’t feel my fingers
my face, frostbitten & pale
into the snow I stare
blinded by the light of diamonds
it’s a dare
a duel at the break of dawn
a snowball flying
a morning yawn
and I’m shivering
The Wicked one
She smelt like a bud from the Rose
Her hair danced like waves on the Ocean
in Her eye, a primal flame flickers
I must say, I dream of seeing Her knickers
with the lips of a sparkling red Ruby
She smiles
She’s beautiful, like the dawn of all days
I lost all my words, what shall I say
She rocked my world, I must make Her stay
The Rose
a Rose made of smoke, slowly rising
while Her ashes scattered below
She burns & She turns
a deep respect, She has earned
I must tame Her
random & wild, like the mind of a child
She plays on the strings of tomorrow
a song from within
up the bone marrow, She sings
I must play Her
Spreading like wildfire
the flames danced like a wild tornado
leaving no trail but ashes
in Her path
stripped of faith
driven by winds of desire
She sails
merciless, angry
She beats on Her drums
while silently crying for freedom
Where the wildfire rages
in the middle of the masses
I ignite the flame of passion
an uprising, fuelled from within
a savage fire rages
She’s out of control
She rumbles, She burns
as yet another day turns
yes, I love Her
as flames taking hold
a new path unfolds
in Her ashes I see the inferno
The Bust
inflamed by the fuel of passion
I crave the ultimate lust
crawling below the flames eternal bust
at the bottom
trapped in a maze of deserted alleys
I wonder across an endless bridge
right on the edge, down the ridge
I am walking
echo’s of voices talking
they whisper to me, voices in my head, stalking
in the back of my mind, a well of memories, I find
I am drowning
some light I can see
around the corner, she might be
I can still hear her song
It won’t be that long
I have seen her before
her dress, red, I adore
I must find her
haunted I am
was it in Amsterdam?
now it’s Venice
in a Gondola I float
it’s a special kind of boat
and I’m crying
hundreds of Swallows playing
behind them a neon-red sky, saying
farewell
while the burning hot Sun, fading
in mountain of baby-blue mist, bading
Acropolis, a new treat
the sight I’m now seeing, a though one to beat
a red skirt in the wind, blowing
her hair, like lava, glowing
In the shadows I see
a stray-dog looking at me
as the match I light, is the end of the night
the city below me still trembles
speak up! let your voice be heard
keep quiet, yes absurd
you must say it now, not when or ever
some things needs saying
no time for praying
a confession, a sin
drown it in Gin
yes it’s over
a new story told
a twisted plot unfold
and it’s turning
in silence we morn
fragmented faces, old & worn
our souls fragile, battered & torn
we must fight it today, not tomorrow
like a sinner, I scream
the worst nightmare, yet a dream
I’m inside it
In the belly of the beast
trapped in life’s feast
I must slay it
a real mermaid of the sea
She’s walking down that beach
looking straight at me
in the sunset
into the waves, She runs
a heavenly body
the firmest of buns
in the sunset
I know I’m a sinner & She ain’t no nun
I’m weak in the knees
I think She’s the sun
In the sunset
it must be the heat
wild, wet and horny
I can feel that beat
in the sunset
it’s the best of my days
I kiss her, madly
“Bravissimo” She stays
in the sunset
wondering around, lost in the dark
it’s getting cold, ain’t no walk in the park
the wood in a ring of fire burning
a fire gone wild, can’t tell where it’s turning
it’s a primal delight, it’s the dream drifting
a new dawn, a veil of fog, gently lifting
like a palette of of paint
rapidly changing, the colours, so faint
it’s the moon, peaking out
i grind my teeth and I shout
it’s a call form the wild
the desperate voice, of a starving child
far away through the woods, calling
it’s the end of the heat, and it’s winter falling
in the middle of a cloud, I walk
a ray of light, gently shining
drifting into dreamland, a new language I talk
down the well of dreams, I’m falling
I can see her dancing
She’s the one, now calling
into the night I dive
a taste of honey
dripping from the hive
it’s a feast of delight
on the road to freedom
an eternal flight
towards the beach I fly
caught by the waves, a painting
now drowning, I die
she told me that the flame
who flickers
was lit in her name
she runs down the alley
things will never be the same
I’m getting closer
it’s the end of the game
floating in a sea of dreams
a different life, brewing
nothing’s what it seems
like a sunflower dying
a sight of true beauty
it’s my love for life, crying
it’s a somber song
a flight from the day
now it won’t be long
for the day breaks at dawn
a tear in my eye
I close them and yawn
sound asleep, I lay to rest
flashing through the ages
it’s my life at it’s best
a lady of late
flashes through my dream
she might be the one, my soulmate
all across the ocean
a frequency, in tune
it’s Her voice in motion
it’s yage calling
from the depths of the jungle
into my dream falling
I can feel She is close
my heart, rapid beating
I can smell Her, my rose
a lifetime has passed
it’s the last leg
go slow, not so fast
as the winter looms
a light on the horizon
hot summer nights, glooms
into the darkness I wonder
drifting away
floating along, into the thunder
it’s trembling cold
walking that beach
a place to grow old
on the sand dunes I’m gently running
as heat turns to frost
a shining snow crystal
a lifeline is tossed
into the water I slowly vanish
it’s destiny’s path
and I’m banished
too cold to talk
I’m thinking of fleeing
among the unforgiven I walk
Into a rock I dive
a hard surface
resistance, I thrive
red velvet, from the ceeling, falling
it’s the one’s lost from their soul
silently calling
into the darkness I sink
down the drain,
drinking, life’s drink
on life’s boat, I now float
a gentle vibration in passing
a sound in my throat
from the gutter, I’m silently crying
towards the end of the day
another dream dying
Depending of what time of day
a new face emerges
an impression, made to stay
While she’s smiling, I grin
I can see her knickers
Lord help me, I’ll sin
She’s gone with the reaper
She drifts with the wind
I’m moved by her lips
a trembling sensation
while she shakes her hips
a delight for the eyes
her body, dancing
I wake up & She dies
a struggle inside
I fought
yes I tried
the demon within
a pulsating tumor
that fills me with sin
in my veins, her blood gently flowing
my alter ego, rising
it’s my soul on fire, now glowing